Emphasis on was
aight so I’m a hopeless romantic, you can prolly tell from the title lol and this shit really sucks. In the beginning, It was great that I loved women and that I will never do anything to hurt them, but it really fucking sucked that I couldn’t help imagining myself in some kind of romance with every beautiful women that I met.
I hated that when I get in relationships I would fall for the girl I’m with deeper than she would for me. I used to wish that I could be that asshole that most girls wanna be with but I loved to treat women right and make them smile. To me it was the greatest feeling until some shit happens and my heart gets broken. The worst of it all is that recently I have been terrible, I’m scarred and I do not let myself get too committed. I mess things up when I get too close, I make her feel like I never really cared at all, and it just ends the same.
In the end, I just hope I can find the right girl and I hope she can fix me.
Love has this misconception That it just happens
But to truly have love
You must search your soul
Dig deep in every crevas
Dig into every hole
Before you find what im talking about
expect to be hurt
Except nothing less
For inside yourself
you find the love that is the best
The kind that no one can’t take a way
Unless you let them
Love for your self
And that’s all you need
Cause people come and go
Taking their love with them
Trying to make you feel empty and worthless
But they can’t if you truly love yourself
I know it’s not very good but I get bored and just write sometimes lol
I doubt it lol